The beauty of God's creation

The beauty of God's creation
my second passion after writing it taking beautiful pictures

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Leaping off the cliff!!

I thought I loved my job , really I did like 4 years ago, ha ha, seems like ages since I felt like that but after 7 years in the same job (would have been 8 except that I quit for 11 months once) I am really very tired of it. Don't get me wrong I have a good boss, much much better than most and I make a good salary not great but good and the job itself isn't bad but at this point in my life it just isn't enough, it's not at all what I want to be doing with my life 10 years from now, a year from now or even now. I guess what happened is that while still in the process of learning me I have found that I don't want the conventional nine to five desk job, wearing the power suit and all that. Nope! I want to inspire with the words I write, to inspire and to motivate and I also want to capture the beauty around me with my camera for the world to appreciate and enjoy. That is my passion! At 31 I am tired of settling for less than what I want to do, I want to live my dream but the more I think about it the more I realize that it's like leaping off a cliff without a parachute and no bridge in view. Hmm Scary isn't it? but it's amazing how no matter how much we want things to change in our lives, fear of the unknown tends to keep us cripled and firmly glued to the spot where we are, dreaming of all that could be but afraid to let it be. And so I stand at the edge and wait!